Have you ever sat in a group of people and yet felt completely alone? This happens to me a lot, unfortunately. If you knew me you would probably be surprised by that statement. I am very friendly and chatty, but I hate superficial conversations. They bore me to tears. However, I've learned (the hard way!) that not everyone is trustworthy and I can't talk honestly to everyone. So, that leaves me feeling very much alone, unless I'm around people I'm close to. With that being said, I have changed so much in the last 5 years and even more so in the past year that I'm afraid the number of people I'm close to has been reduced to half a handful. It makes for a lot of lonely times.
I have always had a strong faith and belief in God. I believe that whatever I pray for He will bring me whatever I need and/or ask for, not necessarily when I want it, but He delivers none the less. I used to think it was coincidence that I would think something or feel something in my "gut" and then it would happen. I now realize that those were answered prayers and my intuition giving me a heads up.
I used to wonder how people could be friends with people on Facebook that they have never met. Last July I prayed to God to bring me like minded people in my life. I was changing so rapidly and I found myself alone in my way of thinking. In September I started my business page on FB, Chat with your Angels and I was introduced to a few of the most wonderful women I've ever met. These women have become my closest confidants, my daily dose of friendship and my soul sisters. God always answers prayers. I wasn't specific in where these friends would come from I just asked Him to send them. And send them He certainly did. I know that I can shoot a text, or pick up the phone or email them and they will get back to me instantaneously. That is priceless to me. I can also tell them anything (and I mean anything) and I know they will "get it" and better yet, not judge me! How many of you have people like that in your life?'' I know that someday I will meet them face to face and it will be like we've known each other our whole lives!
I wake up every morning expecting a miracle. I know God makes them. Then I realize that every moment is a miracle. And even though there are times I feel alone I realize that I never am. I have a wonderful family, amazing friends, 3 perfect children and a God that loves me and watches over me every second of the day! And I have angels around me all the time that are just waiting for me to talk to them. Who could ever feel alone?